I Miss You
Assalamualaikum, Salam Sayang.
Hi there, hope all in good deeds always. To M.D.A members, how are you today? As always, remember that you're not alone yaa.
I miss you, yaa. Damn a lot. I miss you. I miss the old me. My self. I miss my smile, I miss my laughs, my cheerful eyes. It's been years that I've been looking. Found him on last November. Even for a month, I really glad I found him. But deeply, I need him to stay with me till my last breath.
Every second, every minute, every hour, every day. I keep search for him to came back. Tired? yaa, really. No joke, really tired. But things need to be done before it get worst right? Every end of the day, keep asking myself " Where are you YUSOF ? ".
Day rise and night fall, years been past. Still, unable to find him. After sometime, the T.H will triggered me due to tired of it. Every night had a thought for unpleasant way. It's hard to sleep but you're already tired A.F. With your daily routine, task, and more. At the bed, you still need to think bout this.
After all this shit, will effect my focus. Seriously, I'm losing my focus recently. Had a short term memory. Cause maybe lack of rest or too many things to think plus regarding finding the old me. Just imagine that you're unable to stop thinking 24/7. It's really make you having this type of effect. Plus some chest pain and anxiety.
Why the old me? I'll see it on the good way. He used to be so cheerful, so committed with what he need to achieve, always put a smile to others, no " Zombie Mode ", a place who friends will share their probs with him yet will make his friends in a good mood again, love to make and see people smiles. Putting all the effort to others before himself , the best is his a " Pure Hearted " person.
People who really close to him will clarify all above. But, his gone. Lost, can't be find anymore. Where? I don't know, I don't know. I'm the one who miss him the most cause I used to be him. He is a type of person who need sense of touch with someone he really adore. He just need a hug. All he ask is a hug. A hug that will make him gain back his feet and keep to fight to stay alive.
Well, I really, naah deeply hope that I can meet him again. I really miss you Borrr..Please come back cause I need you so damn much.
Assalamualaikum, Salam Sayang.
Hi there, hope all in good deeds always. To M.D.A members, how are you today? As always, remember that you're not alone yaa.
I miss you, yaa. Damn a lot. I miss you. I miss the old me. My self. I miss my smile, I miss my laughs, my cheerful eyes. It's been years that I've been looking. Found him on last November. Even for a month, I really glad I found him. But deeply, I need him to stay with me till my last breath.
Every second, every minute, every hour, every day. I keep search for him to came back. Tired? yaa, really. No joke, really tired. But things need to be done before it get worst right? Every end of the day, keep asking myself " Where are you YUSOF ? ".
Day rise and night fall, years been past. Still, unable to find him. After sometime, the T.H will triggered me due to tired of it. Every night had a thought for unpleasant way. It's hard to sleep but you're already tired A.F. With your daily routine, task, and more. At the bed, you still need to think bout this.
After all this shit, will effect my focus. Seriously, I'm losing my focus recently. Had a short term memory. Cause maybe lack of rest or too many things to think plus regarding finding the old me. Just imagine that you're unable to stop thinking 24/7. It's really make you having this type of effect. Plus some chest pain and anxiety.
Why the old me? I'll see it on the good way. He used to be so cheerful, so committed with what he need to achieve, always put a smile to others, no " Zombie Mode ", a place who friends will share their probs with him yet will make his friends in a good mood again, love to make and see people smiles. Putting all the effort to others before himself , the best is his a " Pure Hearted " person.
People who really close to him will clarify all above. But, his gone. Lost, can't be find anymore. Where? I don't know, I don't know. I'm the one who miss him the most cause I used to be him. He is a type of person who need sense of touch with someone he really adore. He just need a hug. All he ask is a hug. A hug that will make him gain back his feet and keep to fight to stay alive.
Well, I really, naah deeply hope that I can meet him again. I really miss you Borrr..Please come back cause I need you so damn much.
Assalamualaikum, Salam Sayang.
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