This Person
Assalamualaikum, Greeting.
Been a while then,by writing this post im still in bed (warded). hahaha,ins'allah will be fine. Hope all in full of bless in this holy month (Ramadhan-1440H). A month that we a;ll been waiting for the creator loves to be given to us. Hope this year better than last one.
OK , now back to the topic, bout this person, how would I describe bout this person. A person who loves me more then her self, a person who always want to see me happy, a person who would sacrifice anything even its hurt to make sure i have my self back. I met this girl technically since primary school. She seems seeing me as an annoying boy back that day. But actually she jealousy is taking over her mind due to even if I getting a good grade in study, my mom will give me a present.(If you're reading this, just admit it ok, no need to tell me but just keep that in your heart. It is ok).
Yet, we go for a difference high school. Our 2nd year high school, we meet again at the same school. She entered that school just 4 days my first step on that school also. The the romours spread likea butter saying she just come to this school and what so ever, than I'm the just a whisper deep inside my heart "oh nice..nothing to do with me than". So the year been just like a normal year for us, setle by our own things.
Then!!! 2008. A year that the story begin. I just have a friend (a dude) who usually every morning will "lepaking" with she and her friend. Just having a talk, blaaa..blaa...then one day, my feet used to destine to walk to her class and joing the empty talk with hes friends. Day by day been through, we all used to have a break fast together(2 dude with 3 girl - including us). She always bring 2 pack of nasi lemak EVERY MORNING (So that's why seorang cob, dia sangat menyihatkan). They by day, our sighting are changing without any doubt or force by. Just let it be in d air.
She seems uneasy when i'm having a conversation with another girl at school back then (she never gonna admit that she already having crush on me- hey u, just admit it in your heart ok, no biggie).n There's a day that she is adjusting my friend shirt,don't know why, suddenly I also feel the same, ok yeah i'm also having feelings towards her (gentle laa bro). Then the best part is, we are teasing each pther feeling to see how jealousy we are towards each other. Hahahaha, what a good day we're having then.
That date, on 1st April 2008, she just ask me should we take this relay to another step (Yet, she is the ONLY ONE who ask to do so), at first, I just though is just a prank cause,in my "only life" the things i really care bout is my heart, so damn much. So my heart said that, she really meant what she said. Then the relationship begin.
Our 1st date is at Tesco Food Court(budak-budak baru nak up), hahahaha. What a sweet memory then. Then we go for KFC, McD, than buying some things at mall. Yet, there is a day, she give me a surprise with a "Buque 20 Rosas".Seriously, i'm a type of person who very-very difficult for those who want to surprise me due my "instinct" are really damn good. Never forget that feeling that day cause she just make me a surprise like SERIOULY!!!!
She really happy when i'm happy. Yet, just to confess that she's the first girl that really love me more than ever. There's lots of lovely and good memory we having than, really want to make it one by one, but afraid that my sleep injection will be insert for a few moment (ins'allah kalau ada masa lain hari). We seems to be nothing worried of. Since 5 years i'm in love with her (yeah you, i really, deeply remember EVERY SINGLE our precious moment together).
Then, there's come a year that the storm is coming ( i'm the one who cause it). We're having a bad things there. Not gonna describe more bout it, just i'm the one who left her. Yeah, letting go a person who i never wonder who really loves me as lot as she did.
After 6 years having a different path. Might be she knew "That Thing" was happening to me for all i've done. Yet, on her Birthday AFTER SIX YEARS, she just DM me on ig, asking bout how am i doing and so on. Just imagine, a girl who you've let go, still care bout you. Damn man, no words man. Yet, she's the one who came and rise back your knee when your crumble to the sea. 2nd chance? let focus on. True love.
With this kind of things that she do to me, do I need to ask more how much she loves me? Never again bruh. This prove show me to open up my eye, the other eye (Heart). Well, we seems feel awkward at the moment, yaa laa 6 tahun kot lost macam tu jaa tertiber dapat contact balik. But, she still know how "to touch my heart". Our 1st met after 6 years at a diner place, feels like don't know where to start the conversation then. Hahaha.
Then we keep on contact, asking bout the day by day (just feels like old time). What a very happy moment for me, and really glad to see her smile again. Thus, my all I ask just one thing when we met back, all I want is, to make she smile and happy all the time. We go for a trip back than, she said that she really happy seeing me eating my favorite "Sotong Tepung" with " Just my old cob eat" with a sweet smile and I know she's really happy on that moment.
Bb, I really glad that since our met that day, just like I said before, I want to bring back your smile and make you as happy you are wanna be with all my guts to make the memories stay and make you a very happy person cause you know me. I'm happy when the person I loved is happy. Just a simple things but it is really huge for me cause all words I said to you, all things I've done for you (even not much). For surely deeply from the bottom of my heart. Oh yaa, never forget the 2nd surprise at my work after 6 years haa, you still the only one who able to surprise me. Really want having Iftar with you and celebrate Aid Fitri with you really gonna bring a smile for me. But,it's ok my love.
You really my first love. Hope to make you happy. Always pray for you my love. Ins'allah. Aamin.
Just listen to this when we're both remember each other ok? Assalamualaikum, I'm gonna miss you.
Been a while then,by writing this post im still in bed (warded). hahaha,ins'allah will be fine. Hope all in full of bless in this holy month (Ramadhan-1440H). A month that we a;ll been waiting for the creator loves to be given to us. Hope this year better than last one.
OK , now back to the topic, bout this person, how would I describe bout this person. A person who loves me more then her self, a person who always want to see me happy, a person who would sacrifice anything even its hurt to make sure i have my self back. I met this girl technically since primary school. She seems seeing me as an annoying boy back that day. But actually she jealousy is taking over her mind due to even if I getting a good grade in study, my mom will give me a present.(If you're reading this, just admit it ok, no need to tell me but just keep that in your heart. It is ok).
Yet, we go for a difference high school. Our 2nd year high school, we meet again at the same school. She entered that school just 4 days my first step on that school also. The the romours spread likea butter saying she just come to this school and what so ever, than I'm the just a whisper deep inside my heart "oh nice..nothing to do with me than". So the year been just like a normal year for us, setle by our own things.
Then!!! 2008. A year that the story begin. I just have a friend (a dude) who usually every morning will "lepaking" with she and her friend. Just having a talk, blaaa..blaa...then one day, my feet used to destine to walk to her class and joing the empty talk with hes friends. Day by day been through, we all used to have a break fast together(2 dude with 3 girl - including us). She always bring 2 pack of nasi lemak EVERY MORNING (So that's why seorang cob, dia sangat menyihatkan). They by day, our sighting are changing without any doubt or force by. Just let it be in d air.
She seems uneasy when i'm having a conversation with another girl at school back then (she never gonna admit that she already having crush on me- hey u, just admit it in your heart ok, no biggie).n There's a day that she is adjusting my friend shirt,don't know why, suddenly I also feel the same, ok yeah i'm also having feelings towards her (gentle laa bro). Then the best part is, we are teasing each pther feeling to see how jealousy we are towards each other. Hahahaha, what a good day we're having then.
That date, on 1st April 2008, she just ask me should we take this relay to another step (Yet, she is the ONLY ONE who ask to do so), at first, I just though is just a prank cause,in my "only life" the things i really care bout is my heart, so damn much. So my heart said that, she really meant what she said. Then the relationship begin.
Our 1st date is at Tesco Food Court(budak-budak baru nak up), hahahaha. What a sweet memory then. Then we go for KFC, McD, than buying some things at mall. Yet, there is a day, she give me a surprise with a "Buque 20 Rosas".Seriously, i'm a type of person who very-very difficult for those who want to surprise me due my "instinct" are really damn good. Never forget that feeling that day cause she just make me a surprise like SERIOULY!!!!
She really happy when i'm happy. Yet, just to confess that she's the first girl that really love me more than ever. There's lots of lovely and good memory we having than, really want to make it one by one, but afraid that my sleep injection will be insert for a few moment (ins'allah kalau ada masa lain hari). We seems to be nothing worried of. Since 5 years i'm in love with her (yeah you, i really, deeply remember EVERY SINGLE our precious moment together).
Then, there's come a year that the storm is coming ( i'm the one who cause it). We're having a bad things there. Not gonna describe more bout it, just i'm the one who left her. Yeah, letting go a person who i never wonder who really loves me as lot as she did.
After 6 years having a different path. Might be she knew "That Thing" was happening to me for all i've done. Yet, on her Birthday AFTER SIX YEARS, she just DM me on ig, asking bout how am i doing and so on. Just imagine, a girl who you've let go, still care bout you. Damn man, no words man. Yet, she's the one who came and rise back your knee when your crumble to the sea. 2nd chance? let focus on. True love.
With this kind of things that she do to me, do I need to ask more how much she loves me? Never again bruh. This prove show me to open up my eye, the other eye (Heart). Well, we seems feel awkward at the moment, yaa laa 6 tahun kot lost macam tu jaa tertiber dapat contact balik. But, she still know how "to touch my heart". Our 1st met after 6 years at a diner place, feels like don't know where to start the conversation then. Hahaha.
Then we keep on contact, asking bout the day by day (just feels like old time). What a very happy moment for me, and really glad to see her smile again. Thus, my all I ask just one thing when we met back, all I want is, to make she smile and happy all the time. We go for a trip back than, she said that she really happy seeing me eating my favorite "Sotong Tepung" with " Just my old cob eat" with a sweet smile and I know she's really happy on that moment.
Bb, I really glad that since our met that day, just like I said before, I want to bring back your smile and make you as happy you are wanna be with all my guts to make the memories stay and make you a very happy person cause you know me. I'm happy when the person I loved is happy. Just a simple things but it is really huge for me cause all words I said to you, all things I've done for you (even not much). For surely deeply from the bottom of my heart. Oh yaa, never forget the 2nd surprise at my work after 6 years haa, you still the only one who able to surprise me. Really want having Iftar with you and celebrate Aid Fitri with you really gonna bring a smile for me. But,it's ok my love.
You really my first love. Hope to make you happy. Always pray for you my love. Ins'allah. Aamin.
Just listen to this when we're both remember each other ok? Assalamualaikum, I'm gonna miss you.
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