" S " person or " D " Person?

Assalamualaikum, salam sayang buat semua.

Punya laa nak seru semangat menulis ni, memang berkurun. Maaf andai lama tak menulis. Harap semua dalam rahmatnya. Ins'allah. Aminn..

So, back on the topic. What is S? S stand for Stress. D? Stand for depress. Are they the same?. Na'ah. totally difference from my opinion. Stress is something usually all people on this precious planet will face it. Not like depress or depression. is a think that really not all people will able to face it.

Personally, stress is good when it's motivate u but other is bad when it tear u apart. Depress...itttt's more to something that really a silent killer. It may have a feeling to attempt suicide. Some people might say or think that. "kemon laa it just a love matter..takkan laa sampai bodoh macam tu nak buat,,tak ingat tuhan kaa?". Well easy to say bruh. i'm saying this because i'm the one to suffer this kind of mental health.

A simple concept from me is "Depression DON'T have face". Maybe i'm not an artist or public figure. But, there are some icon that can't ever handle depression such a chester bennington,robin williams, not to forget my favorite female singer whitney houston and more. This is how they prove that depression is a way far more harm to stress.

Yes, orang yang tak hadap benda ni memang tak akan paham, kepada semua yang mengalami ini, jangan riso. I'm on your side. Aku sendiri kena , aku paham. Sometime dia ok, sometime things get worst than i thought. Even kadang tu aku rasa nak putus asa jaa dengan benda-benda ni, penat. sangat penat. Fake it?sampai bila? prepare for final block? are you strong enough? itu yang selalu bermain dalam jiwa dan fikiran yang jahil ini.

Percayalah satu benda. setiap tagisan dan rintihan tu.. SANG PENCIPTA ada setiap masa untuk dengar dan ada bersama kita...Kadang tu ada jaa rasa nak buat benda macam gambar ni kan?








But trust me, kita kena kuat, aku cakap ni pun untuk diri aku jugak. Tipu laa, kadang kala dia akan rasa down or teruk macam ni sampai nak buat benda-benda ni semua. Bukan sebab perassan kadang tu, kadang sebab amarah dalam diri yang aju tak dapat terima hakikat yang aku sedang sakit dan kena berjuang untuk terus hidup. Yaa aku dah consume ubat, walaupun aku tewas, tapi aku kena kuat sebab ada insan yang tak pernah give up untuk aku.

Susah nak terima hakikat, sedangkan aku dulu aktif orangnya. Akuatik tu memang stiap minggu laa. Tapi bila sakit. Memang down gila. Ok so akhir kata dari aku kali ini. Stay strong. Laa Tahzan, Innallaha Ma'ana.

Pesan aku buat semua :-

To Whom Be Concern, I'm losing my sight.
So if you see me or i'm not "wave" back.
Deeply sorry bout it. Do anyone who see me.
Do pleased let me know.

Salam sayang buat semua. Doakan Aku yaa.





 

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